So this is going to be one of those blurry visioned, tear filled blogs. That being said, said friend is mad at me. She is saying that I am not happy for her and now she's mad at me. She knows what has been going on lately. She KNOWS I just lost a baby. I need to be able to grieve and not feel guilty for grieving. I need to be sad and not feel guilty for being sad. I honestly am happy for her. Honest. But I wish she wasn't mad at me for being envious of her. I'm just.. sad. Sad for our family, sad for my baby, sad that a friend doesn't understand....
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At the same time I found out I was pregnant with the twins, a girl I know in Arcola was pregnant. It wasn't long before we learned she had miscarried, and trying to be sensitive to her feelings, I waited for her to approach me about my pregnancy, rather than treading on thin ice. I never knew how to approach her because of the guilt *I* felt for still being pregnant and her not. I am so sorry your friend is upset with you for being honest about your feelings.
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